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STAGGERING TOWARDS FALSE LIGHT

by DEFICIT

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1.
PARANOIA 01:37
ALWAYS SABOTAGE ME IS THAT THE LIFE THAT YOU WANT TO LIVE JUDGING EVERY SINGLE THING I DO BUT WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU GOT TO GIVE GOUGE OUT MY EYES SEE WHATS INSIDE YOU CANT CANT KILL ME ITS YOU WHO CANT HIDE SUCH A PARASITE LEECHING OFF OF EVERYONES DESPAIR BOILING MY BLOOD NEVER GIVE, EXPECT ME TO CARE FANTASIZE ABOUT YOUR INNEVITABLE DEATH THE LOOK IN YOUR EYES IS SO FILLED WITH FEAR AS YOU TAKE YOUR LAST FUCKING BREATH YOU CANT HIDE YOUR INSECURITY PARANOID, YOUVE BECOME MY PREY PLAY WITH YOUR LIFE, TWIST OF THE KNIFE JUST HOW YOU TRIED TO TAKE FROM ME
2.
UPHILL 01:17
FIGHTING AN UPHILL BATTLE AND THERES NO WAY OUT I CANT FUCKING THINK STRAIGHT MAN GET OUT OF MY HEAD ALL THESE THOUGHTS DONT SEEM SO BAD CONSIDERING THE ALTERNATIVE GIVING UP ALL THAT I HAVE SOUNDS GOOD ENOUGH TO ME
3.
WHY 00:13
WHY ARE YOU HERE? WHO ARE YOU? WHY DO YOU CARE? WHO ARE YOU?
4.
DEFICIT 01:31
I CANT FOCUS ON THE THINGS THAT SHOULD MATTER IM FUCKING PULLING OUT ALL OF MY HAIR I AM SO UNMOTIVATED TO DO THE THINGS THAT MOTIVATE ME AND I CANT STOP CONCENTRATING ON HOW HARD I NEED TO CONCENTRATE MY MENTAL STATE IS DESTERIORATING AND I AM SO FUCKING SICK OF WAITING FOR EVERYTHING TO FALL IN LINE WORKING SO HARD BUT STILL WASTING MY FUCKING TIME I DONT FUCKING GET IT
5.
LEADHEAD 00:45
BREATH IS SHORT DAYS ARE LONG I DONT KNOW WHATS GOING ON PUT THE BARREL UP TO MY CRANIUM GET RID OF MY BRAINS MAKE ME FUCKING DUMB FRAGMENTS ON THE GROUND, GRAY MATTER ON THE CEILING IVE REACHED TRUE EUPHORIA, DEVOID OF ALL FEELING
6.
CRYING INTO A CORNER THAT YOUVE BACKED YOURSELF INTO ALWAYS PLAYING THE VICTIM WHEN NO ONES EVEN NEAR YOU BLINDED BY YOUR OWN HATRED FUELED BY WHAT YOU FEAR TURNING RED AT THE SOUND OF ALL THE BULLSHIT THAT I HEAR I DONT EVER WANT TO HEAR ANOTHER WORD COME RIGHT OUT OF YOU ALWAYS THINK YOU KNOW A THING OR TWO ABOUT A FUCKING THING OR TWO BLINDED BY YOUR OWN HATRED FUELED BY WHAT YOU FEAR TURNING RED AT THE SOUND OF ALL THE BULLSHIT I HEAR HERE WE FUCKING GO AGAIN YOURE NOT EVEN LISTENING TO ME THINKING THINGS I SHOULDNT THINK FEELING THINGS I SHOULDNT FEEL BLINDED BY YOUR FEAR OF NOTHING ALWAYS THINK WE SHOULD BE SCARED OF SOMETHING IM GETTING SO FUCKING ENRAGED BY EVERYTHING I HEAR

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released April 28, 2021

BEN KOHLER - INSTRUMENTS, VOCALS, MASTERING, COVER ART
NATHAN KOHLER - RECORDING, MIXING, SOLO ON 'DEFICIT'

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